Will it ever end?
*sigh*
Police eye Dalzell ties to girl, 13
CARRBORO — Despite a judge’s ruling Monday to throw out Andrew Douglas Dalzell’s confession that he killed Deborah Leigh Key, the Carrboro Police Department still is investigating Dalzell — including whether he was trying to lure a girl he met on the Internet to live with him in North Carolina.
I’m tired. This whole thing has taken so much energy to focus on and I’m not sure I can manage to do it much longer. Each time I think about the possible outcomes of this whole mess my blood pressure raises a few notches.. literally! 170/90 just isn’t healthy at the ripe old age of twenty six.
I can’t help feeling that I am watching as a friend’s life is slowly flushed down the toilet. Even if he manages to escape spending time in jail, which is not a certainty, he will probably be unable to maintain any kind of a normal life anywhere near his friends and family. I think this will be the last mention of Andrew Dalzell on this blog but I’d like to leave anyone who reads this with my final thought:
When terrible things happen lots of people are effected, and every human being is exactly that– a human being– who should be treated as such.
I stand by my position that I really don’t know what happened that night. I don’t think he did it and God knows, I hope he didn’t.
January 14th, 2005 at 10:33 am
The only ones who will ever really know what happen that night are, Andrew, Key, and God. I don’t believe Andrew did anything either, and as for this last bit… The news is really good at pulling things out of context and making stuff up. It’s called writing on a slant. Nice huh?
Let’s just pray our dear friend gets home soon, and out of harms way. If he did do anything that night, God will deal with it even when Man can’t.
January 15th, 2005 at 4:08 am
Hi Ian,
I have been following this on your blog and though I don’t know him or know you very very well, this struck a nerve with me for personal experience reasons. Its too much of a long story to recount, but I happen to have had the chance to get to know someone who was on death row in texas for 22 years. I knew him fairly well. and he was very much like your friend. Got in trouble a lot, mixed up with the law from a young age. Long story short, he was railroaded and convicted for a brutal rape and murder… and many people, including his mother, thought he did it. I met him after he had already been exonerated. After DNA evidence and earlier evidence that had been hidden pretty much proved his innocence, still there are lots and lots of people who SWEAR it was him. He felt constantly dehumanized and accused by people. As if by being a messed up kid, he had somehow landed himself in a position where he deserved this mistake. In talking to him though, from the moment I met him, there was this little voice that said I believed him when he said he didn’t do it. He just wasn’t capable of it, it was a feeling, but I was sure.
Sometimes you just have to know what you know, trust that little voice and let it go. Injustice is a scary and terrible thing. I hope for your friend it works out, I hope for you, you can maintain some kind of hope or presence of mind without letting it drive you crazy thinking about it.
and no matter what is said and done… you are right about human beings and I hope the people in his life can remember that no matter what. If now, a week from now or 20 years from now, someone happens to find something that proves his innocence - he will very very much have needed everyone to remember that.